darkartist13

I hate myself I always give out my soul Only to have it returned empty Sick of being the weak one who always gives in Filled with so much emotion Can't release what I feel Over my head in pain Crying myself to sleep Only way to fight this insomnia Can't you see what you mean You claim to know Yet to understand 2 different things like 2 people Oh how it is to hurt Not knowing what it is you do You will never belong to me When will you see I got to let go yet can't It's like my soul has melted into yours Cannot pull apart Why must you do this to me Of course you can't see Words crossed over and over Thoughts mixed up Afr

Eyes wide open Staring into the skies Feeling like I've awaken Straight from the grave I count the spiderwebs As they crawl along Wrapping their foes up And devouring them whole That's how life is People feeding upon those they hate I shut my eyes Not wanting to see more I want to go back Back to seamless slumber Back into the grave Yet to fight the living The ones who don't suffer Who sleep without insomnia Help me sleep forever Don't let them control me Let me stay with Eyes wide shut

What started as a joy ride Just having fun with friends Turned into a nightmare Simply returning home on time Flashing lights cop follows "Can I see your licenses Sir" "I'm invalid officer" "Please step out of the car" One by one we're pulled out They search the vehicle Guess what they find Terror rushes across the 4 faces Busted big time Taken into the dept. Chained to the floor "Do you know what lying can do?" "Well I know what death is" Secrets were told Only inches away from insanity Tickets are given out One gets taken away I sit in confusion, what have I caused Life will never be the same When will I wake up